PhotobloG- Jen Lin birthday!!

Mere words cant express the fun and joy I had, so lets have the pictures do da talking..!!

Intruducing... Jelly!! The watak utama for the day!! Happy 16th birthday, jelly!

...and intruducing us - me, jelly, vanessa, hoei hoei and sean~

Eye of sunway lagoon.. ei, kecik~nya

uu~~ ice cream, yum~my!!

bla bla bla... candid~ and not forgetting, patrick!!

gotcha, another backside view

And now people,lets start counting!! We start with..

ONE weird bangau~~

...two lovely sistars~~

...three freaky lookin' bozos. like, whoever wants to play this game??!

...and four super stunning, super hot chicks!! Wee~~!! Pity the bear though..

Now I really, rEALLy pity the bear~

BUT...

Pity this bear the most...one get to carry all the hot chick, the other, haih~~

ngek, j/k!!

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mystical glittering limestones...

arrgh, I din mean THAT mystical!! horrendous-nya!!

aww, so cute!! It's hoei hoei!! But dun see she look so innocent, coz when she kick your ass....haha!!

We are one whole bunch of crazy dudes..

Wakakaka, focusing on herself ny, this limelight hogger ar~

this is darn scary man.... took all my courage to show peace sign ya noe~~

wasn't me sceaming like a dying banshee though...

waiting for the snake ride! Eii, what a shortie I am...

AND..

...this is what happen when you are going to get your toes wet~~

You take video instead of picture!! hor patrick?? =>

ngek~

It's a bird, it's a plane!!..no it's one bunch of aikido dudes faking it!! haha!!

I know it's lame, but cant think of any caption dy!>

try and spot me =)

peace out!!~ pass the popcorns plz

Mr/s Perfect or Imperfecto?

Ever since we are kids, I bet all of us dreamed of the 'perfect someone'. For the girls it probably goes like this... He is a hot and dashing Romeo with superb rock-hard abs that make every female googooga. He has the face of a superstar and you think he is the next best thing to tiramisu cake (haha!). Or maybe, your imagination will take you few centuries back to Victorian era, where puff sleeve+layers and layers of petticoats were still in fashion and guys were made to wear pantyhose. He's the son of Lord Somethingy and heir of untold wealth, a gallant gentleman ready to duel his life away defending ladies' honour. His eyes, his face, his lips, his everything!!..all points to purrfection..! You started to swoon when you caught a glimpse of his perfectly chiseled face. Being a gentleman he is, he at once dismounted from his pure white stallion to assist you. "Oh my lord, I..I.." and, after making sure not a hair out of place, you fainted fairylike gracefully into his strong mascular arms, much to the chagrins of other ladies, who one by one started swooning too.

Oh my overimaginative crapping..Stop mind, stop!! See what happen when boredom render you to read mushie books?

And as for the guys.. hmm, tempting as it may be, I am not daring enough to wildly speculate in case I come home one day to find my house burned to crisps. haha!! Jz kidding.. Pardon me, can't control my crapping..

Well anyway, here is an extract of a blog I stumbled upon concerning perfect people.. here goes..

...I'm kinda glad to say that [perfect people] does not exist. Of course, for the romantics amongst you readers would claim otherwise but seriously, if you think about it, there's no such thing as the perfect man or the perfect woman. Everyone has faults. And even then, the perfect man or woman would be an absolute horror to live with. Why? Because s/he are perfect and you're not. Who cares if he has baby skin and Colgate-advertisement-worthy teeth or a body that would put male underwear models to shame? Who cares if she had eyes the size of saucers and hair that reflected starlight from 5 galaxies away and had the body of a supermodel? In the end, only thing you'll feel is inferior to them. Because you see, as contradictory and as ironic as this sounds, for those of you who already have found that "perfect" someone, you would know that that someone is perfect because...s/he is imperfect. It is their faults that make them oh-so-lovable. Perhaps he doesn't put the toilet seat up. Or she leaves hairs in the bathroom sink. Or he doesn't cook. Or she spends too much on clothes and make up. Or he sings way off key in the shower. Or she is not as girlish as you would like her to be. All these faults, as much as they annoy the heck out of you, if you can overlook these problems and still love that slob of a man or that spendthrift of a woman with all your heart, then that's love. To be able to love someone just the way they are and not to ask for a single change.

So if you're still seeking for that "perfect" someone, remember. It's not them that is perfect but it is your perception of them that makes them "perfect." There is no need to search far and wide for that Prince Charming or Sleeping Beauty. For all you know, s/he's been right there in front of your every eyes all along.

-Paul

O.o~~ don't you all totally agree with him?? Imperfection is beautiful!! And that's what make life fun and exciting!! Imagine if your partner is perfect (or if you're a jakun like me never had one, then just imagine if your life is perfect), then you never know whats the feeling of hurt, surprise, happy or despair. Life becomes too perfect, too predictable. Without despair, you'll never appreciate the true meaning of happiness. Without hurt, you'll never have the yearning to learn to be stronger. God din make you perfect for a reason ya know.. Even though reality sucks, but instead of getting all you wished for, you might just get more than you ever dreamed of.. And remember, think imperfection, think beautiful, think YOU dudes!

Enjoy!!=)

ABC Air Batu Campur

Yipeee~! Last day of school!! Hubba hubba!! Finally I can turn my butt to the days of doodling (suit ling's textbooks are my favourite when I'm bored) and stinky shoes that used to be white, and especially to the MPM experiments-which everybody hated and cheated by making up own datas.. Ok ok, probably it's me only..Yea I totally loath it!! Detestful, joy-robber thinky thing!! It was because of MPM I couldn't ponteng school you know!! (suspicious) hmm, maybe MPM is teachers' evil master plan to compel us to come to school. But for whatever reasons, beats me.. I mean like, wont they prefer having a class + no students so they can gossip gossip till heart content? Coz, wa lau, my teachers can gossip I tell you, and the things they crap about...Honestly, sometimes you dunno whether they are really teachers or fishmongers in disguise.. But hey, since when we understand teachers or what nonsense they try to pound into our mini size brain nyway? I may look like a nerd, doesn't mean I'm one..

But no matter.

Anyway, today is Mei Yen's birthday, and did we had fun! Happy Birthday Mei Yen!! Here's our birthday gal!!Ta-da!!

Sweet 18!!

And friends who join us for steamboat..

Daniel, Queen of the day, Pui Kuan, u know who is this..

..including mua!! muchi~~

Birthday cakey..!!

~"c'mon everyone, follow the nerd pose!!"~

...and bullying the youngest!!

aiyaya, camera shy??

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Wuu~~ Caught them red handed!! kaka!! kissing and showing peace sign summore..

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Did we have fun!! I think the noise we made, albeit only 5 people, chase almost half of the diners away. Ouche, how am I going to show my face there again?? But who cares, as long as Mei Yen is happy and we enjoyed ourself though we acted like a bunch morons..ngek ngek again.. And yet, we weren't like this before..

I have a confession to make.

Mei Yen and I were classmates since form 5, but we are not close to each other. Maybe it's coz I find her annoying, butting her nose in where she is not wanted. Heck I din even want her company, let alone celebrating her birthday like today. Lol, whadda supreme stuck up egoistic jerk I was! Haih.. Only God knows how many potential good friends I had forgo just because I start judging them before even knowing them.. Still, I'm glad God gave me a chance to make amends by making MY's day and getting to know her better! Thank you God!!

I can't turn back time and undo all the past mistakes I've done, but I do my best not to repeat this same mistake. Coz I now discover, Mei yen actually is really a nice girl + a crapper to boot! And after all,

"If you judge people, you will have no time to love them."

p/s Mother Teresa rocks!=P

Thank you Mei Yen, and all my friends out there.. Thank you for coming into my life and making me a better person worth knowing. =P

Haha! what a superb sporting poser!!

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Ah, talking about the past... took picture recently of some stuff I possess...Though they may worth little, but to me...they're priceless!!=>

My bible!! Given to me by member of ASC cg..=P, thanks guys!! The rosary I curi from mom...and guess what is the the orange color cloth background thingy for?

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jeng jeng jeng...my headscarf!! Wore it underneath our hats during sprenger marching last year where we won 1st prize!!!!! Unbelievable hor?? Thought I'm a tai siew jie le.. But yea, I was also in shock when they announced we are 1st...Yes, I went hysterical, but I din go berserk and fainted, alright?

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Sisters' night!! Theme: Hawaiian!! Kim told us to wear swimsuit or bikini when we complain we dunno what to wear..to cHURch??? That fella is CRAzy..! Said he will wear coconuts + straw dress to dance in front of us.. LiAR!! din oso!! huh huh~~

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Smileys paper clips!! Bought it coz they are real cute and it's a great way to bless someone's day!!omg, think I'm addicted to smileys!! Lol dniz, must have terkena your disease.. =)<--see what I mean?? I'm not in control!!

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Daddy's Venus fly trap plant!! A beauty, aren't it?? Those sticks thingy surrounding it is to keep my cat away.. She can eat a plant botak - leaf, stem,all.. Wonder is there any plant that is big enough to eat a cat? Mua haha, ReVenGe of the...erm...?greenie??unwalkable??

Got mad, so trapped her in a chicken coop!!

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keke, just pulling your leg. It's a table without the top, found it abandon in the car park..She loves it in there, so we decide to keep the table..hmm?? oh yea, the cat too.. =)

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Nya ha!! coundn't resist this!! keke!! Really, this is one of the best pic without kitty flicking her tail into my mouth or hogging the limelight with her cuteness..

oh gosh, so many pictures!! Am I turning into a cam whore too??

anger out of love?? I think...NOT!

L.O.V.E... Such a short yet powerful word. A single word that convey so much meaning yet, so little is understood about it. An emotion which is the source of happiness, the source of agony. In short, it's a necessity which human kinds can't live without, as essential to us as the air we breath...

Being bombarded with image of love since young, I always associating love with respect, honour, trust and most of all, happiness! agree?? Love is divine;it's pure.
But funny how some people express their love in extraordinary ways. Exceptionally extraordinary contrasting ways..

Geddit? No? Allow me to elaborate then...

A friend of mine I known since secondary school had just recently pak tor, and she have the weirdest relationship theory in history. To "measure his love for me" -her words to be exact-, she'll deliberately arouse her BF's anger and provoke him to slap her (not the hard I-want-to-kill-u-type ler of coz, u xiao meh?). ohhhkayyyy, this is so bizarredo.. but hold on, her bf is also another oddball. He seems to be quite a ganas type, and in my opinion, rather shallow. I'm not cakaping kosong saying he's dim, coz based on her account, if she does not listen to what he says, he will get mad and punch the wall...=.=...A 27-year-old, throwing tantrums punching walls??!! Oh for Pete sake!! Like, how insecure is that? Besides, what wrong have the wall has done to him anyways, huh??

*rolling my eyes*

Oh well, takes 2 to tango after all.. Two perfectly secocok couple.

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To me, love is all about, well, love~! To put it simply, click this!>>> Love is...
I betcha can't find a better definition than this!! *wink*
And love, you moonies, does not, allow me to emphasize that for you, DOES NOT anger easily!! Nor it is impatience or possessive!!!!!! Ilek, NON, NADA!!!!!! There's a great thick black line between them and love! Hmm, though I wouldn't mind possessiveness so much if my guy is a dashing hunking ladykiller, like rain.. yeah, you know who I'm talking about!! This guy..!!

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What a hottie!! he look so taste-tay I can positively eat him alive!!! meorw!!

*drool*

*nose bleed*

Well, I can dream, can't I?? You are not him nyways...chiu~~

But I digress.

You see, anger is just one word short from danger. And sometimes, anger can be irreversible - one day you may do something that you'll regret FOREVER..It's certainly not the way to draw out true love. Like, you wouldn't want a life-time partner who constantly raise your high blood pressure to the roof, right? By then, the $$ you had spend for the medical bill + the heart attacks you had to suffer = love sprout wings and fly out the window.. (but look at the bright side, maybe you can spot a cute nurse, who knows eh? wei, now dun you start drooling!).. If you have that special someone, then love him/her like you have never been hurt, not love to hurt!! Coz remember, for every 60 seconds you busy making your partner mad, you lose 1 minute of happiness you'll never get back...

...cut to the heart le? What?? No??! How dare y- fine fine, read on read on..

To me, true love is someone who I envision sharing my future and growing old graceful with, someone who does one hundred and one little things everyday that makes me fall head over heels in love again and again, someone who thinks I am beautiful and says so, even though we are old and wrinkly, someone who love me just the way I am as myself, without the urge to alter me into something else and trying change me to suit his taste. But most of all, a love we both share that makes everyone go "aww~~'! The kind of love that will never grow old, like a blazing flame that never dies but filled with happiness, full of warmth..Ah that, dear readers, is true love to me!
*double wink!*

Surely God, who brought us to this world, had planned everything perfectly, yes? Though I haven't meet anyone yet that can makes my heart goes ba-bhup like crazy, I still cling on to the believe that this guy of my dreams, my one and only true love, is waiting for me out there, to appear at the right time, at the right moment! Yea I may joke around saying I have the gift of celibacy, truth is I dun think that's the path God planned for me.. Coz the celibate gift captures a person's heart in such a manner that the idea of permanence virginity is embraced wholeheartedly, which I *cough cough* obviously can't..Erm, do I need to say more?

So for now lets live on with my life and let God take over my pen... And to wait for Prince Charming to sweep me off my feet!! *sigh*, every little girls' dream..

I can dream, can't I?

phiu~

Furthur and furthur away..

Tough... Life's full of challenges. Everything I seems to do is so wrong, and I'm so obstinate. My grades are deteriorating and so am I - I'm feeling myself getting less responsible and less discipline (read:lazy). Time and time again teacher remind me to practise, PRACTISE!! But I just simply can't sum up the interest to play anymore. Every time in class, I'm hearing more of life philosophy rather than improving my skill. But then, no one can help me improve apart from me. And exam is like...in 2 weeks!! I told him before, I would need a miracle to pass (hello, that time I haven't even touch Magnificent 7 yet !). But no, you must go ahead and try. Fine fine, I try. After all, haven't I been a puppet my whole life, listening to others 'for my own good'? So what is so different about this?

But still, it doesn't explain why my playing is so lousy. What had rendered me to play so badly? Something practising fr 2 years - 2 years for Christ sake!!- still I can make stupid careless mistakes!!!! What is happening to me???

“你不解决问题，问题会来解决你”

Teacher,how right you are.. I also want to know what's wrong with me.. I dun know when I had lost the passion for organ, or maybe it never did exist anyway. How I wish I know! You know, it's one of my dream give glory to God though music. One more week to go before I can serve in the P&W team!(next week marks my 6th month in All Saints).. whoopee!! How had I longed to tamper with the keyboard! But....if I can't even play my organ well, how am I gonna play the keyboard? Minimum requirement also can't achieve, say what about performing in front of the congregation? Nonsense..

"Consistency is the key. Just be consistence, play consistently, you'll be able to make it. I dun want you to be discourage but cling on to that little hope.."

How I wish I could play like him!! smooth, soft, accurate, full of expression and feeling..Perfect!! I really pity him..how much must he'd endure listening to my pariah performances week after week, the pain he is going through knowing what his well meant advice and effort been throw out the window, and accepting the fact his once good student had dropped to the 'rubbish' level. I am so sorry sir, for disappointing you..

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Everything I do I try to be committed and give my everything. Yet everything seems so wrong. See even this blog don't sound like my normal self. These days I'm crapping less and crying more. It must have seems weird, me staggering away and then stared into space sobbing quietly when I'm alone. And if people find me out and broke my thoughts, I will join their fun and make them laugh. All this is just but a facade. That is the reason why I don't go to Sunday service, I'll be crying my eyes out, coz I can't pretend in front of God..He knows my everything, down to my little tootsies....And yeah, I don't need a group of world wise people pointing out the most obvious. Deep down in my heart, I know... I KNOW!!!!

"When you are buffered with pressure from everywhere, cast all your hope on God. God's love will sustain you through."

Hard work.. That's is the only solution. And God's love. Ironically, when in trouble times I'm backsliding more than ever instead of seeking Him for help. It's so frustrating that God is being so far away and prayers don't seems to pass the ceiling. It tends to make me lose patience and faith. Maybe I'm unconsciously blaming God for all the problems I'm facing. Haven't He proved to me what may happen if I doubt His word?? HAVEN'T HE?? Then why?? Why am I holding back? Why am I feeling so confuse, so lost?

"Give Me glory by rising as high as you can."

Oh, how I wish I could!! Yet I need to prioritise my studies more. Mom and dad,('specially mom) is pressuring me to cut down my outings to concentrate on my studies more and get good results; while Tony and co. are determine to make me see that results does not give glory to God. It's like, two totally different force of power..and I'm caught right in the middle of it, geddit? But maybe, I simply just need a change of attitude. Can I study hard achieve good result and still give glory to God? Yes, yes I can,and why not? God made me a full able-bodied girl, and He to have a purpose for bringing me into this world. Yea, why not hor?

And maybe I should start reading 'Purpose Driven Life' Jon had lent me ages ago.

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La...calling Yourself a BIO student??

When I die I decide I want to be cremated coz
1. I will not take up much space.
2. I can be free at last!! among the wind, the sea, ahh~~
3. I hate embalming!!!

We did embalming yesterday during bio. No, not on humans, silly...on insects ler. And to feed my ego, I rather pride myself to be those 'brave' type, unlike those sissies who scream and run away when they see a bug million times insy winsy smaller than them... But oh, how mistaken I was, way wwwaaayyyyy mistaken.

My specimen was a cricket...and to make life easier for it, I dumped chloroform into its container to pengsan it. And to preserve it for it's grandchildren and future generations, I injected it with formalin...or rather, I TRIED. I still couldn't bring myself to touch it. It's darn 2 ugly, too disgusting! oi, have you ever touch a cricket before?? It's shell is not hard,you know. The body is really soft and squishy, just like jelly-o...except imagine it in brown, with feelers.. yuck!! Now imagine chewing the jelly-o..ewww~~

So ai sie, as helpful as always, came over and said "come come, I do for you", and manage to inject it. yay!!Mission impossible..completed!(oh yea, sounds easy?? I would like to see you try! ce~eh..)..and when suddenly,it MOVES!! Oh my donkey tail and baboon asses!! arrggghhh!! It was like a zombie cricket back to take revenge!! I scrambled away, but before I could escape, it flipped over and landed on my lap where it started cricking like a mad cow..
Actually that is not quite true. Yet, how was I to know it's still not dead? Ok, maybe it's legs just twitched a little, and I overreacted a little by screaming, but I resolve NEVER.EVER.TO.EMBALM.A.STILL LIVING.THING!! omg, horrendous-nya!!
And also unfortunately we the fools,instead of using the forceps provided, embalmed our hands together with the crickets. Bt how in the world are we suppose to know that formalin will destroy skin protein? and it's most popular known to...cure warts??!! Oh my, WHAT IS THIS??? Teacher..!! You could have warned us!!
Results is we obtained well preserved hands that look like this after 5 minutes in water..

It feels and looks real weird, like having no fingerprints..only wrinkly stuff..

We had lots of fun though!! Me and pui kuan went out of the school under the pengetua's nose to collect moss and catch butterflies...with some boys who were playing truant..(slumber ny they all hoped in and out of the school over the wall)... so basically what I've learn is:It's a stupid thing to put chloroform inside yours hands trying to stun a butterfly cupped inside it, coz it BURNS, darn it!! Holey cow, the pain was eructing!! I was like going "ouch!! arghh my skin's peeling!!!" it's not funny!! It's hurts like crazy I tell ya.. +a butterfly soul just gone *phuit* wasted like that...

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MURDERERS, that's what we are... Wish me luck catching and hoping over bugs in genting during gasshuku!!

wee~~! had loads of fun!! =D