V for....Valentine!! ( + CNY pix!)

Hehe, did I say nothing happen to me during CNY?? I take back my word...every single one of them!! And those who were close to me probably would have heard me chanting “chocolates, I need chocolates...” in my sleep for the past few weeks. Yes people, it’s that time of the year again...

...Valentine’s Day!!

Fine fine, so I know my post is 2 weeks late again... But hey, with teachers treating us like homework machines and parents observing your every movement, it is totally hard to find time just to blog and to de-stress.... *huffff* And oh one more thing, I failed my PA test...*banging head* *dush dush dush*

Can you believe it?? Just a teeny inny weeny careless mistake, my whole data, which is equivalent to 50%, FIFTY freaking percent..went totally *kaput* one BIG HUMONGOUS red cross over it... ouch..!! Seiously ouch I tell you~!!


Argh!! Got eyes also no use... Read also kenot read properly! Somemore have 4 eyes dy wor!! Useless...USELESS!! Korrrek it out!! Then maybe life will be happier, cuz you can't notice the flaws and appreciate the beauty of every little thing... For most of the time we look, but don’t see~ We only focus on what’s wrong, but not what’s right... BUT... That shall be another story to be told another time..!! It’s another confession and 4th lesson I’d learnt... hee~ remind me to get back to that ya if you are interested...


So anyway, since my classmates (me included) falls under the category of ‘singles’, we decided to relish our freedom and give this day a new meaning. And maybe snare a bunch of single hotties on the way if we are lucky. Unfortunately, it didn’t work out that way. Man this is so unfair!! So we end up double dating....

My date!! Guys, don't get jealous ya...

I know she prefect... So close your mouth and stop drooling, blek...Oh by the way, we are straight and NOT desperate....

.... and steamboat eating!!!! yay!! darn nice I tell ya!! I’ll treat you makan shabu shabu if you treat me nice too, ngek.....!!

sapu it clean!! It was fantabuluous!! yum yum~!

...we did some couple watching too..!! Ok fine, I did the couple watching... The others was busy taking ice-cream... And no, I don’t mean in that sicko kind of way where you peep through the bushes... Just observing them holding hands then go “aww, that’s so sweet!! Will they last for another year?” type.

Times Square's lion head!! It can blink too, so cute!!

Hotties on aLeRt!!!!!!

Yar yar, so we are unattached, budak sekolah and are shorties to boot... But all the more hunks for us to check out!! Ahahkz!!



goofing about...

Okay... I know this is so totally not us, 'specially me....But who cares, there's nobody there~! Complete frrreedom!! Eat as if 10 days on brink of starvation or burp like rockets also nobody can hear us or shooting us dirty looks~ aHahA!!!




Couldn't...control...The temptation to syok sendiri is too great to resist!!!! Termaklum, we are girls kan?? And why my pose nearly all the same?? eiii....

Anyway, single or not, it is alright to forgo the traditional sentiments of romance. Sometimes v-day, no matter how romantic it may seems, is just a gimmick and an over-commercialized day-sales of flower, gifts and chocolates raised to a level that can burn a superb big hole in your pocket. A month of Love it may be, enter a relationship only when you are truly seriously ready... Happy belated Valentine's Day everybody!!

So, for next year, is anyone interested in joining me?

~Love is missing someone whenever you are apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you are close at heart. -Kay Knudsen

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Ann's CNY partay!!!! (17th Feb)

Kah Heng!!(see him?? the big guy in orange...) Welcoming us and wishing us happy CNY!

Ice-breaker..!!




The guys did a wondrous job!! Though the chicken turns out little uncooked, but who's complaining? hee~ Thanks guys!!

Girls - waiting to be serve... Lilian so hungry pengsan dy...

Doncha wish your gf was hot like me??

Enjoying the party~!! Lydia just came back from Australia and oh, I gotta know a new friend-Jennifer!! hello~!

Florence and baby Gianna!! So cute~

Ps. Noah and baby Candence...

Goma and Lite Tea...




...Sow Fun and Melia...

Poser: Elroy... "The truth shall set you FREE"...

Superbert!!!! Showing off his super strength!!

...Christopher and Rachel~!*woot!*

*pix may be not as nice as tai wern's, still not bad for a spoilt passé camera!! Ahakz!! Thanks for your pix, bert bert!!*

And FYI, I'm not a sang!!! no Not NOT sanguine at all!!!Looklook!! Here's proof!!

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules. (teehee, yes this is sooo correct!!) Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart. (yea right... In a million years maybe...) You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts.(ouch, do I?) At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do. You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What's Your Personality Type?

See what I mean?? Since when sanguine is assiociate with inspiring, huh huh huh?? answer me that~ blek!!

Happy Chinese New Year...to me...

This is officially the quietest CNY I ever celebrated in my entire life. And the fact that I managed to put up 3 posts within this week shows how dead bored I am... Yerr, why lar the stupid school decided to have ujian exactly after CNY? Until want to enjoy CNY also kenot!!*cry*.. Dad was like, “No, you don’t think of going out. You study!!” Erk.... Fine fine, whatever big mighty daddy commands, little people have to follow, or allowances will somehow mysteriously be drastically reduced. So here am I, under house arrest by my parents... No dramas, no handphone (credit ran out....AGAIN! RM –ve something somemore!!), no hanging out with friends...

Gee, so long to my hopes of endless stream of ang-paus.

Hey, give me the benefit of doubt ok- it’s not as materialistic as it sounds... Come, lets do some math : If I am going to get married, say, when I’m 25, I no longer have the chance to receive anymore ang-paus within 6 years time... Instead, I have to pay back every single cent I’ve collected plus my sweat and blood to little brats angels for at least another 50 years. Hmm, unless I smack hubby out, kick him to China or something and let them think I’m unmarried for a while... Coz who ask them so smart speculated that I’m only 13? Sheesh, this is an ultimate insult!! I declare WAR!! Do I look that immature to you huh?? Need me to dig your eyes so you can see properly izzit? grrr...But nevermind, you can recompense me by letting me take full advantage and squeeze you dry...!! Huahahahaha!! ....if I got the chance...

*sigh*

But hey (this proofs I’m totally losing it...), staying at home during CNY is ain’t that bad after all~ For one, mom semangatedly whipped out our custom noodle dish which dad christened it as ‘Long Life Mee’ (Usually it’s prepared by dad, unfortunately he was taken sick, so mom lord over the kitchen for the day~), assam fish, pizza and sotong for lunch and dinner. Yumm, nice~ Plus I get to saguk all the home baked cookies and bak gua too!! WeEe~!! Then can use my oily greasy fingers pull cat’s ears wipe on other people all, ngek~

But but but...!!! the best thing that happened was....daddy presented me this amazing, super shiny flawless white jade! Lookielookie~!

Yar yar I know I tertook it sideways... If the fool of my stinky brother didn't kidnap the only digital camera we possess, I could have show you the complete set of the jade with chain to match~
*shiny ring and shiny chain also dad's gift for spm and birthday... hee~

My heart literally skipped a beat when dad made this super touching proclamation that it’s for my protection, my health and for me to study hard. And this comes from a girl who always associate jades with old old ah emm... Aww, so touched~ =’) Thanks dad! Usually I dismissed this superstitious quack as nonsense, but what really hit me most was...the fact that daddy refused to give up on me, even when I disappointed him again and again by bringing home all the mediocre grades in my report card for him to sign. Haihz,* loser chant*....
Wowie, dad certainly knows where to poke where it hurt the most~ Guilt is a great motivator...plus the reassuring fact that someone is always there to back me up! heheXD Daddy is so sweet!! He is always showering mom and me with gifts jewelry though I rarely wear mine - tad too old-fashion for my sophisticated taste (in fact this jade also kinda little too BIG for me~but who’s complaining??hehe). Still....!!(**) Hor, now I know why so many girls are attracted to him last time~ Found love letter tuck somewhere in a book somemore!! O.o Scandal!!

Ahakz~! Yo~ guys, or those who always complaining you can’t find gfs ~ I found a great sifu for you..!! Retired aldy lar 25 years ago when married my mom, but still an elite pro who hasn’t lose his charm!

LoL!

Ok, gonna stop blogging for the moment... Ciào~

P/s... Must get another camera so I can camwhoring~ And tonnes of reload cards too!!

Eve of eve!!

Man, feeling super high and hyper today.

Must be the milo I had been consuming in the canteen during rehat. By the time the cup is but half-empty, I was disturbing my mateys sitting beside me...*evil grin*... When it was 4/5 finished, I was generously spreading kisses, in front of everybody!! Wow, not something I will do in sober state, and normally I would kacau the girls only in the class. Mind you, I only had one cup. Aha, that proves the exorbitant amount of sugar the crazy canteen people spiked the drinks with!! What are they trying to do to me huh?? Enticing me to be a pervert? Shall hold them responsible for this embarrassing maniacally public display of affection!! grrr...
(Note : Sugar, chocolates, alcohol...all gives me an eventual high. Better than drug, satisfaction guaranteed, hehe...)

Thanks to them, I was high and insane throughout rehat and after that. But it was a nice feeling though, and definitely cheaper than drugs...=)... And next day being the eve of Chinese New Year *whoopie!!!!!!!!!!!*, we totally had no mood to study, especially during Pn Irni’s chemistry class (Last 3 periods! argh! *zzz....*) ... Anyways, teacher's holiday spirit started off quite innocently... Rather than us slumbering off during her lesson, Pn Irni gave us permission to walk around while she teaches. Well, one thing leads to another, starting off with Ai Sie (class' dancer/singer/mirror keeper) and Li-Jinh(cookie baker). Cast your peepers over this scene~

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Teacher : So girls, the conjugate base of weak acid will be a strong base. When an acid loses a proton it will leaves a base, which is called the conjugate base to the acid, and when a base accepts a proton it forms an acid, which is called the conjugate acid to the base. Do you understand me?

Li-Jinh : (obviously doesn’t, got dizzy, walked about and found herself behind Suit Ling’s hair...hmm, temptation temptation) *ignoring the fact Ling’s hair is already spanking neat* Suit Ling your hair is messy, let me help you tie your hair!

Ai Sie : (behind teacher) *dance dance dance*

Teacher : ....and why is it strong base? It is because the equilibrium is well over to the left in the reversible reaction. And don’t forget, the higher the concentration of acid, the stronger the acid in an aqueous solution because strong acids can dissociate completely. However in dilute solution, forward reaction takes place more readily than in reverse one, as I have told you HA is strong acid. Do you remember?

The rest of U6S2 : *snore* Zzzz...

Li-Jinh : *Completly modified Ling’s hair* Nah, nicer right I do?

Me : Look like a female samurai!! Ahahaha!!

I was still in high state... You could have bite or trout slap me I would still giggle uncontrollably... And I think my sick mind was imagining something like this...

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sokuhatsu!!

Suit Ling : What?!?!?! NooOOOooo!!!!!!! Ai Sie, mirror MIRROR!!!!!!!

Ai Sie : *dance dance dance*

The rest : *snoring on*

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A bit more of drama occurred, but so to say... I can't recall each and every single bit of detail obviously, or else I’d ace my exams... No matter, the point is teacher finally gave up and we spend the rest of the lesson gossiping with her while stuffing her with cookies, yay!! (content of gossip shall not revealed, blek, except that my respect for Pn Irni rised up considerably~ fuyoh, the way she pikat guys...!! salute!!).. Agree with Sanggari though: we are certainly the class paling teruk dalam dunia!! Ahaks!!

Mo Tai, anyone?

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Introducing you....Me mateys..!!

(l-r): The normal, the hyper, Miss Sokuhatsu , and

the traitor (when to VI,huh!! Friends abandoner!)

Yar I know this looks old... Photoshopping it too geng aldy...

@.@Posers....hehe!! Me, Pui Kuan, Suit Ling and (huh!) Kar Yue.

curi from rachel(thx woman!): Li-Jinh, Mei yen and ahakz! Ai Sie

takde school-u: Hui ling, Li-Jinh (after straitening her hair), Sim Sim!!

**Tada!!**

Mistakes' not worth making...

It has been noted that none of my post contained anything inspirational or depressing... Oh well, here’s something new for a change...

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The past few days have been something of a reflective to me, and I’ve learned a very important lesson....a lesson which made me wake up and realize how much damage my disposition have caused, and how easy for one to fall to lose someone’s trust, how hard are we to regain it back all over again.....

I had betrayed someone’s trust. I am ashamed to say that I did not keep my word although I said I would. Yea, I should not have taken advantage on my privileges and people’s trust...asking them to bend rules for my sake even though I know it is wrong. Some rules are NOT meant to be broken. And I learned it in a hard way...

I won’t go into details. I am truly too embarrass to relate the incident. Haihz I know, no amount of ‘sorry’s is gonna work. No amount of patching up is going to make the situation right again. I made....an unnecessary mistake, a mistake which should - and could - have been avoided in the first place... And now the guilt is seething inside me, eating me up bit by bit... I recently just discovered the term heartbreak really meant, and dxrn, this incident hurts more than any heartbreak could cause!! At least heartbreak you only hurting yourself, but this...!! I’m hurting other people’s feeling too!! Oh God, how could I be so stupid?

This time I truly wish I could just curl up in a corner and expire away. The guiltiness, the hurt, the pain!! Oh God, will you help me... to help me?

"...seek the darkness. How would a person know if they were awake – if they never been to sleep? How would a person recognize day – if they haven’t seen the light? There is no right - without there is no wrong; no positive – withouth negative; no hope – without despair. But each time you notice you have strayed from the center path – come back to it! Each time you see darkness, search the light! That is all...that is required."

Gyabo!!

Ah me, my life seems to be kaitan a lot with music I think. Music, singers and especially handsome musicians… Wee~ Can’t ever separate myself from them!! Nor do I ever want to!! ahaz!! I found this guy!! Swoon~! 玉木宏 a.k.a Tamaki Hiroshi!!! Yay finally!! My dream guy!!!! Rain is also one, but you wanna betray him once in a while...hehe... This guy is definitely much much MUCH better lookin’ than Alex, whose nose still far too long!! Every time looking at him, all I see is his NOSE!! ...gar, horrendous!!

Just feast your eyes upon 玉木宏's beautiful manly visage...*droolllllllllllll*

He's so sweet even when sleeping!! *smooch*

lookie lookie!! I even got a biodata about him!!!

Mr Purfecto is a model-slash-actor-slash-musician from Japan, obviously. A fairly young chap at 27, although by no means that new in the entertainment business, but (fuyoh, listen to this) already mainstay in the fantasies of many women. And yea, I am super duper much impressed by his music capability - on-screen or off-screen –, especially his piano skill.


And he’s a looker, in-screen AND off-screen.

In-screen...

...and off-screen... still a hottay!!

ultra superb cute!!! I'm one of the girls at the background... See me see me??

I still can’t quite get past his ultra macho~ness!! *screaming hysterically* I also can’t get past the (unconcious) rivulet of drool that slides down my chin to the floor, whenever I happen to set my eyes on his prefect chiseled countenance.

I stumbled across Nodame Cantabile Live Action drama in the newspaper where Mr Purrfect stars as Chiaki Shinichi, the embodiment of my classical dream musician. The gentleness of his fingers and softness of his touch when he played the piano, plus the emotions his playing conveyed... How utterly perfect! I could just sit here and listen to his piano forever and ever..!! For his classical is flawless I tell ya!! Till he rendered mine...sounds pariah~! My cacated playing.. Taking professional level somemore!! Ugh~ I’m such a klutz... But nevermind about that... Anyway, I give this drama 10/10 !!!!!!!(obviously) Watch it watch it!! Highly reco by me!! *wink*

Orchestra... It's the A-oke I think, or izzit S??

kawaii kawaii!!!!!!!

Mozart's duet!!!!! Just look at their secocokness!! Wait till you hear 'em play!! Old man in the middle NOT included..

Chiaki Shinichi=my dream valentine. Totally droolsome beyond belief!! Such adorable dimples! And how cute he is when he tries not to show how much he cared Nodame..! And when he stop being snobby and let his softer side emerge instead~~ gyabo, jackpot!!! hold on....

*2 second break... - need to wipe the floor...*

Oh well, can’t seem to help my saliva producing glands. Probably coz I’m all hots for guys who are musically inclined and looks lovable wearing an apron while whipping out fantastic sophisticated Italian dishes... Oh did I mention he’s multilingual too?? eekk!! *going mushy*

Truly my Prince Chiaki!

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