Mid Way Through Exam Crisis ll: Boredom sets in.

Looking at the books scattered on the floor and overflowing on to the bed, I finally called it quits.. So I ignored the little voice, shoved the revision books into the toilet bowl and made today - CArTooN day!!

Oh shucks, how I regretted it. (Fine, so use your you-should-be-studying-for-STPM tone on me!!)



Out of three gazillion four billion two hundred and forty five million cartoons I could watch, I had to pick...





...THIS!!

I must have been drunk. I forgotten how much I hate Crayon Shin Chan.




For one, he is disgusting...


He is wayyyyyy too pervert for a little boy.


But this is still excusable. After all, all male species require certain amount of prevertness to, well, you know ......(fill in the blank)....




The main reason I don't like this catoon is....

...I hate his eyebrows!!


...coz he reminds me too much of the past ME!!

Just look and compare!!

Hmm ok, no thanks to my ugly fringe, you can't really see my Shin Chan eyebrows here. But nevermind, let's sidetrack for a while~

This was taken when we were Form 4, I think... That's Deniece with shorter hair!! (Dniz: I want to show my senget teeth b4 I make 'em beautiful with braces!!) And Kar Yue with a horri-uh, I mean, nIcE pose... (She gonna eat me when she realized her picture was being taken, so she quickly berpura-pura.)... Ahhh, the time when Anna and Sook Che still look kiddy... And Melanie being Melanie, she looks stunning anywhere.


Yeah, we were still amateurish camwhorers (minus Melanie) then.




Now...Back to me my eyebrows!!

See it now?

Oh yeah, just cast your peepers at that two piece of thick salami.



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And that's a little about me, during secondary school days. Before I made an impromptu decision to groomed my eyebrow again, two days before school break... And whatcha know!! It’s a wonder how two strip of bulu on your face do to your entire appearance!

Went to school, walked over to the perhimpunan ground... First thing Miss Ruiqi said to me was, “Woman, your eyebrows make you look angry forever." And everyone followed up with, “Joye, you did your eyebrows?? Er, not quite use to you yet.”

What they actually meant: "You look really, really weird."

*tsk tsk*

Dudes, you all have no taste. Well, look at how much I had evolved and judge yourself then...





BEFORE

Could do only one expression..

...the Non-Pretending Retarded Appearance.

AFTER

I can give you killer squirrel!!

I can give you sweet~

I can give you bug-eye!!

Expressive, yes? My next mission is to dye my hair pink, style it up into mohawk and shock teachers with my cool hairdo..

Anyone with me?

Mid Way Through Exam Crisis

After one hell of a hectic week, I had finally discovered the truth... I am absolutely convince that....


...STPM hates me!!!!!!!!!



Then how would you explain me forgetting every single little thing I’d studied even though I read it like, abegazzillion times?? Especially biology!! My goodness, you could just imagine the marker laughing their head off at my crapping dei... But then again, since when did I ever have a head for science? In fact, during SPM, I wrote Viagra...for function of ginger. Fine, laugh, laugh... I couldn’t think of any answers already ok... I mean, you feel heaty when you eat ginger right?


Heaty=steam=???


I hate gingers, dammit...



And with me consuming coffee by the barrels, I swear pimples are popping out as I type this... WaAaAAAaaaA!!!!!!! I have been UGLYFIED!! Gimme my ice-cream fix!! I abstained myself from my drug for one whole week dy!!

But miraculously, even with all the late night, I haven’t kena it yet...

Check me out.... Notice anything?

*Failed emo expression...*

No eye bags!! No horrible saggy eyes!!

Hoho, the advantage of small eyes.. Envvvvy me!!





And oh, I just gotta show you what my niece gave to me last week!!

Little foxy!! I love it to death!!

She gave me somemore presents actually, including two glass paper weights which gives out neon light when pressed. And dad got this cool magnets from China that can give out 'zzzz' sounds when thrown. On his third try, he misjudged his throw and 'piang!'... NoooOOo!!!! He broke one of mah precious paper weight!!!!!!!! *cry cry*

"Never mind, I got the another one,", I comforted myself. I bend down to pick it up from the table... *roll roll roll*...*piang*...


.................


I want out from this crazy family!!!!!

This my niece from Xiamen, who is one day younger than me... So I am still a young, beautiful aunty... Haha!! Sue me!!





Oh before I forget, to my retarded-goofball-camwhore partner Rachel Chen Ruiqi~~



Happy 19th Birthday babe!!



We love having fun!!

Killer squirrels on the move!!





Superwoman and Sidekick~




Love us or loathe us...

...I prefer love us!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Spread the love, people!!!


Sorry I didn't wish you today woman... Coz you never online and didn't reply my sms nowadays...T.T... What have I done wrong to you?? You neEVIL!! I steal Jun away from you then only you know... Then I'll dump him into an abandon island where you can never see him again!!! Rawr!!!!
Hope you enjoyed yourself loads pet~! When I come back from wherever I am we meet up ya? For now, study study like a zombie...



Taking about the undead!! There is a hot-tay zombie in town!!!! (Vampires=zombies right? I mean they both rise up from the dead after all...)

You just have to watch this movie I tell you!!!! Just feast your eyes on his sexay visage!! Oo boy..*drool*.... And he is so.not.gay!!!!!! Smackin' faffy... Do you need glasses?

The one true heart's desire...I can never gratify

My love life goes something along this line...

We met...I am hooked...secretly admire him from afar...no sign he is interested...heartbroken...vow to stay away from the male species forever...life goes on...spotlight shine on another...

And the cycle continues.


Throughout my nineteen of life, I have never been truly committed (except for an embarrassing one...I shall not dwell on that). Somehow friends find that amazing, and dad call me useless. They said I don’t look like the type who will remain solo for long. Then they accused me for having too high taste. Weelll... in certain sense, they may be right. I’m not the sort who jumps into relationships, no matter how fascinating that guy may be. I choose to hold back, wait for him to prove himself. However, sometimes (in my case, all the time), this approach has reverse effect. When he finally return the affection, the passion I had for him, left unsaid...too long, fades away, never to come back again.


At times like this, questions begin with ‘what if...’ starts plaguing me. Some things are better left unsaid, but sometimes you tend to regret the moments you held back, wondering if you should have let them out instead.

Then why didn’t I open up my heart, before it is too late?



Because...it was never my way to make the first move, any move for that matter.

Because...most of the time, my mind is rule by fear...and uncertainty. Fear that this just a temporary infatuation... Uncertain whether this feeling is real, is this really love.

But most of all, deep down in my heart, I am afraid... Afraid of rejection, afraid of losing the innocence of friendship we have. So I don’t give my heart away easily, nor let my feelings be shown plainly. I keep my feelings to myself, jealously guard it with strong walls of barrier, only once in a blue moon admitting some closest friends to share my emotions.



Yup, so here I am, still single and available [not desperate, mind you].



Maybe one day...one day, I’ll find the courage to speak out my heart.


Maybe...

There is no gain, where without there is no pain;
there is no life, where withouth there is no love.