Farewell, my friends...

On 19th June 2009, my university application finally came out. And I found out that I was offered a course of Electronic Engineering in UTeM, Melacca.


This shocking news came unexpectedly, and I protest heatedly againts it. I am a bio student, why the heck am I given a physhic related subject for? Besides, I hate physhic. Physhic cheated me out of my A (I thought I could score at least A2, but I ended up with a big..ugly..B.). But then dad talked to me, asking me why not consider the offer first and try it out before making up my mind.


"Then why you send me to hotel management for, if all the while you meant me to go to university?"

"I send you there because I want you to learn. No knowledge is ever wasted, as you will apply it at some point of your life. You have experience all sort of new things within the hotel right?"


And indeed, I have. I have learn how to cook and bake, I have learn how to groom myself up, I learn how to create beautiful things with my hands...I have learn so many things I could not have known otherwise! And I made friends that will always be in my heart... I am going to give this course a try... After all, I was given the opportunity to study something new. Who to say I don't like something until I learn it, try it, experience it? Only then will I make my ultimate decision: to study engineering or to go back to Hotel Management.


I am so so sorry people, for telling you last minute I am leaving KL tomorrow. It is not that I do not want to tell...I could not bring myself to tell. It will make me just so much harder to leave! I love you all so much~! I am leaving behind everyone that I ever known, everyone I truly care for...to take up a course that I cannot choose. Yet sometimes in life we have to tread alone, to know what the future holds for us...and God's purpose. And whatever God's plan is for me, I know I am on the way of discovering it.


Friends of my life... I thank you for coloring my life with your presences and building me to what I am today. Here is my last words~some cheezy 'miss me not' lines or things I'd never tell...till today.


Deniece...
Thanks for staying close to me despite everything. And I am real glad you drag me to church to being your victim when sermons get tad boring. I'll come back occasionally. And when I back, your time is mine... Everyone read that onot?? Don't you snatch Deniece away!! I gonna miss you like crazy, woman...



Ivy…
I hope you are really really sure you want to study science in msu. Your university offer will come, just a bit later. Nevertheless, I wish you all the best. I complained of you going so far to Shah Alam, now it seems like I am a hypocrite here. Haha! You are a truly good friend, Ivy. Tell me when you are on holidays, ok?



Kylie...
You b….. Act so good I didn’t even know that you know!! GM, thanks for all your consideration, reminders and prompts, I appreciate it a lot! More than you think. But Kylie, remember that you must never go overboard with your teasing. There is only a very fine line between teasing and being mean. You can hurt the people around you. Love them instead. It is not enough to show that you care. Respect must be there too. Be sincere, and you’ll have true friends for life~ ;)



Syeqa…
I gonna miss walking to LRT with you, sitting together gether on the way home. You must have had the hardest time to keep silent, I don’t blame you. Babe, you are my listening ears where I pour out secrets and problems, and nobody is as patient as you. Be happy…live life to the fullest, ok? You are beautiful. Fulls stop.



Canasder...
You are the one I am most reluctant to tell, do you know that? It was so SO hard for you and me!! We had so many plans, so many dreams for our training in Cameron (which may be no longer possible for me). I really appreciate you made time for me to accompany my last moments before leaving to Melacca. Dang you! You are making me emo again!! Don’t cry…and don’t ever stop asking question k, Sek Sin Dear? That’s the way you will learn things. Stop scandaling with guys dy and smile always~!!



Kisses and hugs to all the girls!!!!!



Ben Ben...
Haha. Hope you are regretting every evil thing you did to me, bugger you. Thanks for your cute cute pillow!! It was really unexpected!! :’)… I’m thankful to have a friend like you. I know you care, even though you refuse to show it. Take care of Canasder for me, alright?

P/s: Try not to eat like a hungry ghost… Learn to appreciate the fooood~



Nigel…
I am wondering when you offered to carry my stuff, were you actually trying to hide what you bought for me?? But no matters..Thank you lots for Mr Flat Square!! I love it love it LOVE IT to death!! Keep in touch Nigel! Sorry for my inconsistency in replying. Dad rampas-ed my hp because I haven’t packed yet… SwtX1000 … Life is hard with your ex-teacher, you know…



Leow...
Now I know how you are feeling. I am leaving earlier than you, so that makes me the VIP. Haha~ Truly sorry for ffk-ing two outings with you. Thank god you didn’t balas dendam but made time to come out today!! I had a great time food hopping, tall guy!! XD

*Ceh, Canasder cannot be hyper want meh? Hate you…*



Last but certainly not least… Jon
Sayang, there is nothing to say that you don’t already know… And you know where my heart stands… Just one question: Will you wait for me?



There are, of course, so many more I wish I could mention. So many great people I have met, but now I have to let go-Mr Chiang, Chef Collin, Mr Alex...Friends from Dip1/09, college seniors, Youth, Aikido.. I love you guys so much! Where I can’t be there with you when you need me, I will be with you in spirit. Keep in touch. Goodbye~



Mr Flat Square by Nigel and Ben Ben... Thank you!! I am going to sleep with it tonight;)